Price I paid for 300 INR

Today, A Whole month have passed, since I met you in real sense, hope to meet you today like that day, even though it was for just minu...



Today, A Whole month have passed, since I met you in real sense, hope to meet you today like that day, even though it was for just minutes and may be today too for some minutes. But every second was worth then and now to remember. However you may not remember, like I do.

At first I got really conscious as I could not see you after waiting under the kind sun which was continuously giving heat. But finally I could have a glimpse of you having wore a Pink Dress. Your eyes were glazing, even though you were in helmet your cheeks were smiling. I was really touched by the caring gesture as you brought those Laddu... I was in conflict with my mind then when you didn't come after minutes of waiting but somewhere that heart of mine was nervously saying yes, She Will... Have faith... So did you come.

Though you just spent not more than five minutes, but sometimes the imprint moments leave is indelible. And I asked you if you have some cash, without being hesitated you took out your wallet and give me two bills one of 200₹ another of 100₹, even though I have same amount in my wallet. When you left I was having question as I did forget to ask you have sufficient cash for your use but it was late. And I was reluctant to use those at that time and even now so I just kept in my wallet in a hidden pocket. I went to shop to buy charger luckily it had paytm even if it didn't I had made my mind I would not give that money which I borrowed from you.

But For anyone of you who might be reading, these two notes would only be 300 in total. But for me that's more than that.

The value of Three hundred is relative, for a person who earns a living each day it's everything. But for a rich who may spend same in seconds. But for me the value was in comparable to the amount value it hold. It's a memory a feeling and a emotion. Even today, if things are not well but that one thing does bring smile in his face. There is compassion in those paper which value as currency. It also reflects A help in need by a friend as a deed.

Some people are very sensitive emotional may be he was one of them. The small and little gestures touched his soul more than anything else. Yes! it's true everything is relative but sometimes that relativity is not seen in emotions for certain events.

Out of blues I just wanted to confess one thing, I really don't know what made me to keep that amount unused even at present it's between some pockets of my wallet, but one thing is true, when ever I think of those two notes, It gives me a positive vibe and a memory worth to cherish, and does bring a smile on my face. Since I could have get you GPday done anytime on number that starts with 3 times the sum I borrowed from you. But it would always be unethical so forth I kept to myself, Just to bliss when I think of that day.

I'm not as good as you are to things that don't matter to you. But it always matters to me. May be there fore God has given me edge over to thinks that would otherwise be very sad, at least I am true with the emotions and thought so people don't get hurt. I have always been sensitive to emotions and people, may be my negative. I may not be as selfish and mean as you proclaim yourself to be, which I don't know why you do. There will always be difference with everyone, even your fingers for instance are not of same size and if it happen to be, the work for which it was made by nature could not be done. And we are mere humans.

And then I wonder, knowingly and unknowingly the element of EGO evolved, when I tried to comprehend the situation I can't bear. It was a foolish idea in trying to become what you are not and what you can't be. As it's human nature little sense of ego does come, but then is it really worth. So anyone has to break the ice, and if I be the one, it wouldn't make much difference at least I would be in relief from heart as I tried all possible way to figure out and make distorted things more clear. So forth this letter is being written.

I was apprehensive to lose you so I valued you more than myself. But god knows that is not a fault from my end. I tried to be cent percent true. Today things have been distorted but are they in real sense? As All days are not Same, and if they become similar it will be monotonous won't let the urge to respect feel the void. As a famous saying goes everything happens for a good, may be it's true here as well. Sometimes we don't see things that are in front of our eyes, and sometimes we see things that are not visible. It may sound a bit philosophical but it's true.
I really felt sad that Friday, when I saw you,  you weren't smiling, a Smiling face that I have always seen. Because I just thought to say that I over thought to that situation, I would have easily comprehended as it was your choice, I know it was not mature from my side and when I realized things got really messed up so I thought to say in person, that too you didn't care to think but it's okay. No matter how things are or how angry one is I would not dare to lose that smile. I thought, retrospect and introspect on series of events, if I have become a reason, I would assure you, I would make sure things be as you want. I would not dare to meet you which you want, As you don't wish to reply also which makes quite clear you don't even wish to talk, I will respect your choice. But in case if I fail in doing these difficult task don't shed your pretty smiling face with anger.It look odd. And in case if your heart melt, I would love to receive that empty red box with eatables, else the coldness will make it empty.

Unprecedented!

But this is just an illusion as the coldness exist and the box remained to be empty stating the killing of some true emotions. But that's good it should be done so the person will change it's lens to view the perception of inhuman behaviour of some to bring some radical change in itself. These true emotions were meant to be weatherd, but God forbid if someday similar thing happens and how you deal...!! What goes around always comes around....!!! but it's good to have been silence over this! atleast the clarity of thoughts are restricted by you. That was very much required. He was probably clear with thoughts and emotions..!!
 

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