How to be True

सितारे ही शायद ग़र्दिश में थे  बात कुछ हमने की समझ कुछ और वो गए। Hey, First of all, I would really appreciate your patience and support ...


सितारे ही शायद ग़र्दिश में थे  बात कुछ हमने की समझ कुछ और वो गए।

Hey,
First of all, I would really appreciate your patience and support all these time. As I was a new comer and would not be possible to fit myself in this different world.

Complex may be these words but not enough that one cannot understand. I though have many complaints with you too, but let them be vanished now. As..


I have been thinking to talk to you as a friend since a long time. I may not express about the uncontrollable things that are going on. I also know that you can't really help me. But for instance if my perception are one sided which I can't see but you can sense you can tell me. So I would stop thinking. As there may be some possible aspects that I might be lacking. Even if it's not so or so. Or may be why would anyone like to listen this kind of story which may also annoy, So for long I had better kept to myself which I'm telling you today.


The Monsoon I waited for, with a hope to have a good season, and a good harvest after that, Have been drowned in dryness by the incessant heat of sun.

There may be many difference, likewise any person would have been in my place might have thought similarly and the reason I was afraid to tell you things that I was bothered about, as you have close proximity with her and in any case you would come to know everything, what's the point of mine telling. Even if my perception is true for an instance you wouldn't believe on my emotions and feelings so I thought it's okay to keep things to myself.

But this month was meant to be cold though the heat is high, I would rather say harsh. I was more afraid because the series of incidents reminded of me an old era where I was engulfed in similar situation as in the past month. So my being possessiveness to people was worth from my end. As I offended people whom I never wanted to, and now they are not willing to listen. Some issues even if you look at global level can be resolved by talking but what if some one has made it's mind.

Lastly I am telling you that I was really hurt when you said that I can in between you and her, citing an old school example. May be just to prove you wrong certain sets of event happened which resulted in unavoidable circumstances. But let me tell you below is the equation...

How it started and how it has gone in past month... and see I was never in between.... !

A B C -----> B C A ------- B & C                A

Anyway, it's okay, your apprehension was also worth about things as if I would have been in that place I might have felt same. I thank you for being there during those times if not now but then :)

Inference 
World doesn't care for emotions.!  

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