21 MAY 2016

It's finally 1200 no one called though i was waiting for her call. Well that's great. Oblivion Anyway if their is something that needs some life. Give me strength. She didn't called me nor wished me reminding me of 2013..... great  

I waited for you all day and night you never called me. So good it really feels immense the way you shattered all the love...truly appreciable 

You messaging on whatsapp telling your good excuse, saying happy bday will not take enough of your balance and time just 3 seconds...


Unless it is mad Passionate Extraordinary Love...
It is a waste of time there are too many things in life.
Love should not be one of them....

Apoorv want to be apoorv, keep love is the part of life if you get it or not... if it doesn't come also in future you should net affected. It is affecting you don't... you will come to know you wasted your time...every one love.... Ratan tata loved 4 times..... but he couldn't..... he is a trillionaire... well focused. Even APJ abdul kalam,... Don't loose your focus and vision expectations.. usne muje call ni kia message ni kia...you are going in bad way apy.. how to make equilibrium...,

time changes people changes feeling changes,.... Said Di

Well this person named sonam di in my story has a very important role to play. To give all the positive energy when I'm negative.... And yes today it's the most when I really needed. I needed because of many reasons.....

It's 0953 

So I didn't have a good sleep quite stressful as it ought to be but no complains. I;m writing here about that thoughts that are flooding my mind. Heavy yet disappointing. From one who loved you and you loved one. It would never be so excusable whatever be the situation or circumstances be until one has thought something indifferent. Anyway what I wonder is you could have called using any phone for 3 second and would have told me to wait. As I waited for call till 0300 before going to bed and till now which I doubt if you really care. If you really have the guts to be you than to be a mind you made. I have nothing to loose because I love god and god knows my love for you was nothing less than anything. Even at this moment when I'm thinking about you which I know is waste from your point of view. I don't have anything to assume like you have. It's as simple as you could have called from any phone in your home, you would have been online as the clock strikes as you care to change your dp before 19 minutes the past day when I have called you 100 times and messaged you. I called you without having ego but in some whatsapp text you arose your ego well love has no ego and god is watching,... this is truly a scar.... for me... I had beautiful plan to start but anyway god is trust you I have faith on you and  you know it wasn't worth that i got and I don't deserve but the person did, the person for with which shares a journey...anyway lot of things inside but its okayto stop here....because ironically it was shubham from whom i wasn't expecting but he called me just used his net to recharge.. unlike one wishing 0025 in whatapp with excuse dad n mom ni soye reminding me of past birthday 2015 and things one cherished...!!!

But lets not be negative be positive,... you didn't have your mothers phone your dad's phone and 3 second to say.... marvelous God know...!!! 

And even facebook....


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